here I m, but I dunno where my heart is currently~

Things happening around u,
people walked by u,
the world is where u exist..
and where u gonna stay in..
yet my heart, seems to tell me that it don't wanna live like dis...
full of stresses, and without some kinda..u knw, happiness..
I read a book, and it says, happiness lies beside sadness..
it depends on urself to choose among both of them..
but sometimes, it's not ur choice..
U can choose to be happy,
but to me, happiness grows itself..
when you're happy from the bottom of ur heart,
then you're truely happy...
but when it's forced..yeah and u know it is forced..

By the way, still wanna emphasize that,
i super duper hate pretentious person...
u rather be a sincere one, if not just piss urself off..
that's my theory, it might not work with everyone, but this theory applies
when I judge a person....
Sincere friends last.....cause
they are always willing to share with u, the true part..
or, they can listen to u anytime, anywhere, any occasion..
just when u need them....
few days ago, i went for johnny english in GSC signature...
and..went for sushi zanmai + ding tai fung...
and now, my wallet is seriously bleeding..............
but so what, if money can change happiness, I would rather spend...

I like johnny english this movie,
part of it is because it is funny,
but main part of it is....
i like the way he is.....
he is not a hero, just like every movie we watch...
but with all the might he possess and he wants to contribute,
he can be someone great.....
I guess, this is same to our world....
Not everyone is a hero, not everyone has the greatest part of this world..
not everyone of us can be like wad we want..
but just be satisfy and live with contentment.....
do the best u can, and try the bestest to make ur life shine...
isn't it much more interesting, than only being the most powerful ppl
or being the greatest ppl?

recently, friends keep discussing about love....
some says, love is complicated..
most of them are in love....
but still thinking how to maintain love or what...
some enjoy their relationship....
I have no comment..but just listening..
cause, I'm single what!! haha =)
single is nothing bad, freedom..
with a little bit of loneliness...
when love is fated, it will come to u itself...
so don't think so muchh.
let it be =D
hope every couples stay together 'sweetly' with their own happiness..
有情人终成眷属

Still, where's my heart?

help me to find it please .......

默默地想你，我却无法控制

开始会想你了，
却怎么也控制不了
怎么办？　
无言以对～　

That's wad i can only do, sitting down and dazzling

Sometimes, when I'm alone....
I always sit down and stare at things...
thinking a lot of nonsense..
a lot of things, sometimes, feel disappointed...
I 'm not anything, not someone desired, not the one......
maybe just a little one in this world............
to u, i sometimes wanna ask,
你走了多远，我可以都陪你一起走吗？
cause u are going further and further...
and...I'm left behind....
why? because...I....m a stupid...

and now why? ........because I'm nobody...
because, I'm an ordinary one
that's the best answer

失望的我

Distance grows... meanwhile heart breaks...

Now, i knw, how far our distance can be...
more than the unit to measure the size of galaxy~
more than anything on earth..
the thing that part us is just that strong..
maybe i'm too weak or wad..i guess i will never know.....
Meanwhile,suddenly heard something sad really quite making me down..
aikzz, guess I'm always that fail....
for no reasons i guess...
again, knowing the feeling of disappointment!!!
I was trying to get away,
ppl or friends laughed at me, and teased me.....I don't like dat =.= really
but wad i want, is to get rid of the fail feelings inside my heart..
maybe u can say in another way, which is to, start all over again...
think it's just too hard for me....
as wad i expect.....still I wanna try..
try for nothing......
try desperately.
for nothing.........aikzz..hard to describe here...
no one understands me!!!! can someone come to understand me???
!@#$%^&*()
finish!!!

那些年-

又回到最初的起点

记忆中你青涩的脸

我们终於来到了这一天

桌垫下的老照片

无数回忆连结

今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约

又回到最初的起点

呆呆地站在镜子前

笨拙系上红色领带的结

将头发梳成大人模样

穿上一身帅气西装

等会儿见你一定比想像美

好想再回到那些年的时光

回到教室座位前后 故意讨你温柔的骂

黑板上排列组合 你舍得解开吗

谁与谁坐他又爱著她

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记

那天晚上满天星星

平行时空下的约定

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你

紧紧抱著你

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气

曾经想征服全世界

到最后回首才发现

这世界滴滴点点全部都是你

那些年错过的大雨

那些年错过的爱情

好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记

那天晚上满天星星

平行时空下的约定

再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你

紧紧抱著你

CLosing eyes

seriously i'm closing eyes while writing this blog..
maybe i wanna feel the way to write a blog without looking at it,
to feel how is to write without looking at the screen..
i lost my specs few days ago...and..it's like losing my eyes..
I have been thinking if i lost my eyes one day, what could the world be..
could it be a different thing, compared to the colourful world that i'm living in it now..
A night before, I feel very painful, with my mind and my view keep spinning around..
I wondered theres something wrong with my body...
it almost drives me crazy..damn painful it was.....
luckily now i'm still okay  now, except that i m not dare to look at any things...
but actually i found out that, no one will knw how painful am I.
only yself realise that......
living in such a stressful world, with a lot of good good excellent students..
u can't imagine how are u going to strive to go into the course that u want..
but...what can u do yet u are not that good or not the best one...
just go on and hang on..until some miracles happen?
I know wads my position and how good is myself
, can't even deny my clumsiness...
especially when i'm doing things...
as well as in exams..~.~

moreover, there's something
I can't deny, being with close friends is something really fun..
previous 3 weeks...I was with them, attending gathering here and there...
but I m very happy, to talk and chat with them,
cause it's just feel so good..
i miss them currently, duno when can I meet thema again~ haha =)
Happy go lucky~~~~~~~~~~~~~