Sometimes, when I'm alone....
I always sit down and stare at things...
thinking a lot of nonsense..
a lot of things, sometimes, feel disappointed...
I 'm not anything, not someone desired, not the one......
maybe just a little one in this world............
to u, i sometimes wanna ask,
你走了多远，我可以都陪你一起走吗？
cause u are going further and further...
and...I'm left behind....
why? because...I....m a stupid...
and now why? ........because I'm nobody...
because, I'm an ordinary one
that's the best answer
失望的我
Wednesday, 14 September 2011
Distance grows... meanwhile heart breaks...
Now, i knw, how far our distance can be...
more than the unit to measure the size of galaxy~
more than anything on earth..
the thing that part us is just that strong..
maybe i'm too weak or wad..i guess i will never know.....
Meanwhile,suddenly heard something sad really quite making me down..
aikzz, guess I'm always that fail....
for no reasons i guess...
again, knowing the feeling of disappointment!!!
I was trying to get away,
ppl or friends laughed at me, and teased me.....I don't like dat =.= really
but wad i want, is to get rid of the fail feelings inside my heart..
maybe u can say in another way, which is to, start all over again...
think it's just too hard for me....
as wad i expect.....still I wanna try..
try for nothing......
try desperately.
for nothing.........aikzz..hard to describe here...
no one understands me!!!! can someone come to understand me???
!@#$%^&*()
finish!!!
more than the unit to measure the size of galaxy~
more than anything on earth..
the thing that part us is just that strong..
maybe i'm too weak or wad..i guess i will never know.....
Meanwhile,suddenly heard something sad really quite making me down..
aikzz, guess I'm always that fail....
for no reasons i guess...
again, knowing the feeling of disappointment!!!
I was trying to get away,
ppl or friends laughed at me, and teased me.....I don't like dat =.= really
but wad i want, is to get rid of the fail feelings inside my heart..
maybe u can say in another way, which is to, start all over again...
think it's just too hard for me....
as wad i expect.....still I wanna try..
try for nothing......
try desperately.
for nothing.........aikzz..hard to describe here...
no one understands me!!!! can someone come to understand me???
!@#$%^&*()
finish!!!
Monday, 12 September 2011
那些年-
又回到最初的起点
记忆中你青涩的脸
我们终於来到了这一天
桌垫下的老照片
无数回忆连结
今天男孩要赴女孩最后的约
又回到最初的起点
呆呆地站在镜子前
笨拙系上红色领带的结
将头发梳成大人模样
穿上一身帅气西装
等会儿见你一定比想像美
好想再回到那些年的时光
回到教室座位前后 故意讨你温柔的骂
黑板上排列组合 你舍得解开吗
谁与谁坐他又爱著她
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想拥抱你 拥抱错过的勇气
曾经想征服全世界
到最后回首才发现
这世界滴滴点点全部都是你
那些年错过的大雨
那些年错过的爱情
好想告诉你 告诉你我没有忘记
那天晚上满天星星
平行时空下的约定
再一次相遇我会紧紧抱著你
紧紧抱著你
Sunday, 11 September 2011
CLosing eyes
seriously i'm closing eyes while writing this blog..
maybe i wanna feel the way to write a blog without looking at it,
to feel how is to write without looking at the screen..
i lost my specs few days ago...and..it's like losing my eyes..
I have been thinking if i lost my eyes one day, what could the world be..
could it be a different thing, compared to the colourful world that i'm living in it now..
A night before, I feel very painful, with my mind and my view keep spinning around..
I wondered theres something wrong with my body...
it almost drives me crazy..damn painful it was.....
luckily now i'm still okay now, except that i m not dare to look at any things...
but actually i found out that, no one will knw how painful am I.
only yself realise that......
living in such a stressful world, with a lot of good good excellent students..
u can't imagine how are u going to strive to go into the course that u want..
but...what can u do yet u are not that good or not the best one...
just go on and hang on..until some miracles happen?
I know wads my position and how good is myself
, can't even deny my clumsiness...
especially when i'm doing things...
as well as in exams..~.~
moreover, there's something
I can't deny, being with close friends is something really fun..
previous 3 weeks...I was with them, attending gathering here and there...
but I m very happy, to talk and chat with them,
cause it's just feel so good..
i miss them currently, duno when can I meet thema again~ haha =)
Happy go lucky~~~~~~~~~~~~~
maybe i wanna feel the way to write a blog without looking at it,
to feel how is to write without looking at the screen..
i lost my specs few days ago...and..it's like losing my eyes..
I have been thinking if i lost my eyes one day, what could the world be..
could it be a different thing, compared to the colourful world that i'm living in it now..
A night before, I feel very painful, with my mind and my view keep spinning around..
I wondered theres something wrong with my body...
it almost drives me crazy..damn painful it was.....
luckily now i'm still okay now, except that i m not dare to look at any things...
but actually i found out that, no one will knw how painful am I.
only yself realise that......
living in such a stressful world, with a lot of good good excellent students..
u can't imagine how are u going to strive to go into the course that u want..
but...what can u do yet u are not that good or not the best one...
just go on and hang on..until some miracles happen?
I know wads my position and how good is myself
, can't even deny my clumsiness...
especially when i'm doing things...
as well as in exams..~.~
moreover, there's something
I can't deny, being with close friends is something really fun..
previous 3 weeks...I was with them, attending gathering here and there...
but I m very happy, to talk and chat with them,
cause it's just feel so good..
i miss them currently, duno when can I meet thema again~ haha =)
Happy go lucky~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Friday, 12 August 2011
如果，你还是你
一向来
我有过多少次失望
也表示着我曾有过多少次的期盼
无数的冬天过了，
对你来说，可能每次都是你的春天
我可没那么乐观
你不再是你，
而我，也不会是那个我
冬夜渐暖了
青春也随着都烟消云散
美丽的故事都有遗憾吗？
不，那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
回忆里存在的呢？
则是你和我
我有过多少次失望
也表示着我曾有过多少次的期盼
无数的冬天过了，
对你来说，可能每次都是你的春天
我可没那么乐观
你不再是你，
而我，也不会是那个我
冬夜渐暖了
青春也随着都烟消云散
美丽的故事都有遗憾吗？
不，那只是习惯把爱当作喜欢
回忆里存在的呢？
则是你和我
Thursday, 11 August 2011
我爱了你整整一个曾经~
只想说，
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好，
你却从来都不知道
想你有时候真的成了我的惯例
当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕又说错
你知不知道？
离开你越来越遥远了
感情消失了
你的脚印也逐渐消逝了
当你的眼睛眯着笑
当你喝可乐当你吵
我想对你好，
你却从来都不知道
想你有时候真的成了我的惯例
当你说今天的烦恼
当你说夜深你睡不着
我想对你说
却害怕又说错
你知不知道？
离开你越来越遥远了
感情消失了
你的脚印也逐渐消逝了
我忘了， 我爱过你多久
只知道， 那是我的一个曾经
曾经那么地想你
却也曾经那么地无奈
无奈你的什么呢？
无奈你~ 突然的离开
只知道， 那是我的一个曾经
曾经那么地想你
却也曾经那么地无奈
无奈你的什么呢？
无奈你~ 突然的离开
Friday, 5 August 2011
Distance? or love?
Far or near,
it's even harder for me to determine,
for that,
u're far from me,
yet u are close by any ways...
i m finding it much more difficult for me to decide,
maybe i m clear that I care for you now
maybe it isn't right for me to do anything at such stage?
wondering again and again,
yet i can't find the real answer..
the perfect answer that I always wanted....
Sometimes, I wish you would knw,
wish that u will find out someday,
but again, I hesitated after my wish,
I hope you wouldn't knw toooo....
It seldom went so right,
but seriously, I m still quite unsure about that,
It's just like,
I wanted a dream in my reality..
but this could be impossible right?
Someone pls wake me up,
or pls let me dream...
this two very very different thing..
How dream and reality differ?
dream can satisfy my wish,
but it always won't be as real as reality..
in other words,
reality can be just that cruel,
but it won't fail helping us to knw things better
rather than living on like what we expected in dreams....
Or could have someone stepped out and tell me what's the truth
even I can't figure it out..
especially with blank feelings under this stupid white fan
it turns and turns, until my mind turns along with it too
Truthfully, I began to miss u once a while,
the feelings get strong,
and isit like this?
Though it is quite different from past experience,
yes it is,
cause it makes me tough to find it wrong
walls in front of me,
not other colours but white,
a bunch of papers in front of me,
u're right, finals are just around the corner..
I know I wouldn't score the best,
but I hope i can do it fair....
as long as I can achieve the score, that's it
finally,
just gonna emphasize,
Could someone give me the answer?
guess I needed it soon...
It's pretty hard for me..
even I spent a lot of time at it tooo..
getting nearer to the community,
getting nearer to many arising problems..
am I tough enuf?
nope, I ain't,
there's a lot of things that I need to learn,
still lots of things I m trying to counter..
example, even sometimes u try to be sincere..
people might see u as crap..and that's what I hated....
need to face pretentious person,
need to be sincere to me own feelings,
even need to ignore those who are annoying...
Guess I need someone to talk with..
especially when I m down =(
I wanna be as optimistic as u...
that's what I yearned...
within my little big world,
start fading away from my own sincerity....
again, I couln't resist to tell
I wanna live, with true colours of my own life~
Listening to song- breakeven(falling to pieces)
by The Script..
It's a nice song =D
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always u
and What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
it's even harder for me to determine,
for that,
u're far from me,
yet u are close by any ways...
i m finding it much more difficult for me to decide,
maybe i m clear that I care for you now
maybe it isn't right for me to do anything at such stage?
wondering again and again,
yet i can't find the real answer..
the perfect answer that I always wanted....
Sometimes, I wish you would knw,
wish that u will find out someday,
but again, I hesitated after my wish,
I hope you wouldn't knw toooo....
It seldom went so right,
but seriously, I m still quite unsure about that,
It's just like,
I wanted a dream in my reality..
but this could be impossible right?
Someone pls wake me up,
or pls let me dream...
this two very very different thing..
How dream and reality differ?
dream can satisfy my wish,
but it always won't be as real as reality..
in other words,
reality can be just that cruel,
but it won't fail helping us to knw things better
rather than living on like what we expected in dreams....
Or could have someone stepped out and tell me what's the truth
even I can't figure it out..
especially with blank feelings under this stupid white fan
it turns and turns, until my mind turns along with it too
Truthfully, I began to miss u once a while,
the feelings get strong,
and isit like this?
Though it is quite different from past experience,
yes it is,
cause it makes me tough to find it wrong
walls in front of me,
not other colours but white,
a bunch of papers in front of me,
u're right, finals are just around the corner..
I know I wouldn't score the best,
but I hope i can do it fair....
as long as I can achieve the score, that's it
finally,
just gonna emphasize,
Could someone give me the answer?
guess I needed it soon...
It's pretty hard for me..
even I spent a lot of time at it tooo..
getting nearer to the community,
getting nearer to many arising problems..
am I tough enuf?
nope, I ain't,
there's a lot of things that I need to learn,
still lots of things I m trying to counter..
example, even sometimes u try to be sincere..
people might see u as crap..and that's what I hated....
need to face pretentious person,
need to be sincere to me own feelings,
even need to ignore those who are annoying...
Guess I need someone to talk with..
especially when I m down =(
I wanna be as optimistic as u...
that's what I yearned...
within my little big world,
start fading away from my own sincerity....
again, I couln't resist to tell
I wanna live, with true colours of my own life~
Listening to song- breakeven(falling to pieces)
by The Script..
It's a nice song =D
What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always u
and What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're okay
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
Wednesday, 3 August 2011
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